As a child, when it was nice outside, I wasn’t allowed to stay inside or sit in front of a screen. My Mother would “MAKE’ me go outside and find something to do, and if I couldn’t find something to do, she would find me something to do. Often times it was weeding the “rock garden.” The only rule I had was to be home for dinner.
Back then, the mid 1970’s, we didn’t have cell phones or any real technologies to stay in contact, I like to refer to those as the days of freedom, and having a watch was a luxury for a kid. If I was late for dinner, which was most of the time, a concentric ring of hollers from the neighborhood moms would echo through the neighborhood. Not unlike the calls of birds and squirrels calling out through the forest when a human enters the forest, a hawk flies by, or some other form of danger presents itself.
Our house was in a small neighborhood consisting of about 40 homes built in 1970. The neighborhood was surrounded by forests and farms. So as you can imagine, when I was tasked with going outside to find something to do, all I had was my imagination and curiosity of being a kid to guide me because there wasn’t much to do in a rural PG County neighborhood, there were no neighborhood playgrounds or parks back then. My days consisted of me trying to find a friend to come out and play with or me just sitting on the curb watching ants. As I got a little older eventually I was naturally drawn into the forest.
The attraction to the forest was powerful for me, at a certain point, probably around the age of 8 I started to venture into the forest, often finding myself turned around and lost. I remember the first time of having to overcome the fear and panic and figure out how to find my way back out. With each journey came adventure, and each adventure lead me deeper into the forests as I began to naturally learn the landscape and become more comfortable going deeper. I eventually found myself trying to make arrowheads out of rocks i found, and sharpening sticks into spears, at the edge of the forest, by rubbing them on the concrete curb at the end of our street.
Directly across the street from my house was a very small patch of woods where you could often find me laying in the bushes on my belly holding a string that was connected to a stick propping up a box with a carrot under it. I lay in wait for the elusive rabbit to come in for a snack… I figured it worked in the cartoons so why not for me.
I experienced some very “weird” things while wandering the forest, things that made absolutely no logical sense, things best told around a campfire. One thing I never experienced out there was wildlife. I never saw any deer, fox, raccoons, etc… i saw birds and I recall the sound of the Bob White filling the airwaves until i was 16 at which point the suburban sprawl took away their habitat.
I was a squeamish spindly kid, I never thought about hunting or fishing and I really hated putting live bait on hooks. My dad took me fishing a bunch as a kid, and i remember him coming home with lots of fish and some geese from hunting with his friends. I didn’t like gutting fish, or waterfowl I thought it was gross.
My dad came back from a trip one time and brought me home a wooden bow and some arrows, I was probably 8 and I was hooked. I thought it was so cool and I shot it immediately not knowing it could shoot far and launched all my arrows over the fence into the woods on the first day. I remember being very sad about it because it came from Colorado and I wasn’t getting any replacement arrows. It was my first lesson in “no attachment.” At one point i must have attended a camp because I remember doing archery in Cheverly somewhere with the big round targets with the colored circles. Archery was the only memorable thing about that camp.
I eventually joined cub scouts and boy scouts and that was fun, but it was missing something, it seemed manufactured, “canned” if you will. All the badges like basket weaving, pottery, and fire making were in kits. none of them taught me how to do it naturally. I recall the first time having that feeling about the merit badge skills, I was at Goshen scout camp, making a basket and a small stool that came out of a plastic bag. I felt it deep down inside that this wasn’t real, that there was more to it. After being in the scouts, I didn’t go into the woods much during my teens, I got into skateboarding, surfing, and at the age of 19 I started followed the Grateful Dead selling t-shirts and traveling the country until Jerry died in 1995.
Between 1987 and 1996 the forest started calling to me back and It became undeniable over the years. On three occasions in the nine years it was suggested to me that I read Tom Brown Jr’s books on survival; once by some girls I met on dead tour, again years later by a couple friends who went to Tom Brown Jr’s school, I laughed in their faces, scoffing “why the hell would i want to learn survival? I’m not interested in the military” their response was always, “it’s not like that at all.”
Years later I was sitting on my next door neighbors couch drinking one of his home brewed beers when I noticed that he had all of Toms field guides on his shelf, and he said, “everyone should have these books.” That is when I went and bought and read Toms first book, The Tracker, I was 24 years old.
A couple years went by and after work I went to a party in Riverdale MD where I ran into a friend of mine, Shawn Brown, a local legend in the DC Hardcore punk scene. I hadn’t seen Shawn for a few years so we had some catching up to do. In our conversation he revealed to me that he was reading TBJr’s books and going to take a class in the upcoming months. I immediately said, I’m going with you, ill drive! Unknowingly this is when my life changed forever. I finally I found a mentor to teach me everything that I was searching for in my childhood scouting and forest explorations.
I was a vegetarian when took my first class at the Tom Brown Jr School of Tracking, Awareness, and Wilderness Survival. Upon finishing my the standard class with Tom, I was determined to provide for myself. I decided that if I was going to eat meat again I’d have to be able to hunt it myself and my childhood fascination of the bow and arrow was the route I was going to take. That meant that I had to learn how to knap arrowheads, make arrows, make a bow, move silently, and learn how to track deer. I made a promise to myself that I would put in the “dirt time” for 4 years before I would ever take a shot at a deer, I harvested my first deer November 5th of my 5th year of hunting.
I spent a lot of time with Tom at the Tracker School and one thing remained consistent, every morning and every evening during his classes he would send us out into the forest for about an hour to do what he called a “sit spot.” You go out and pick a spot in the forest, away from everyone, and sit there silently and listen to the birds, observe animals, take note of the plants and trees surrounding you, and more importantly, in the morning set your intentions for the day and in the evening reflect on your day. The sit spot is a powerful tool and opens up the world in a way that is undeniable.
The sit spot practice naturally carries over into modern hunting, sitting in a blind or tree stand for 4+ hours is the ultimate sit spot. When you do it enough and with the right intent the animals just accept you as part of the landscape but when you enter the woods angry, frustrated, or impatient the disturbance and alarm calls you create are undeniable. Over the past 30 years I have spent nearly 800 days hunting, and well over 3600 hours in a sit spot while hunting. Needless to say I have experienced some very cool things and one of them was the interaction between a red fox and a grey squirrel.
One day I was hunting this ridge top point along a chain link fence that runs through the woods. The fence had a large downed section from a tree falling across it that the deer would funnel through. While I was sitting there I heard something coming from behind me, moving at a quick pace, light on its feet, this red fox came walking along the fence line. This fox was mostly black and very rare and it was about to walk right into my shooting lane. As it entered the lane I made a kissing sound making it stop. It was at that moment I thought how it would make a great quiver, but as drew back on my bow I was hit with a loud thought and the overwhelming feeling that it was not the right thing to do and the fox walked on as I let my bow down.
A few weeks later I was walking into one of my stand spots along the same ridge, it was a ladder stand about 100 yards in from the road on south east corner of the woods. It was around 5:30am, pitch black, and I was stalking through the woods. I don’t generally use a flashlight as it really ruins my orientation and my ability to see the silhouettes of my landmark trees and tends to make me more clumsy if I do use one. I also find it much easier to move slowly with intention without a light.
I was about 30 yards into the woods heading north when I heard the sound of some light foot steps in the leaves. The sound was to the west of me and I stopped to listen and try to identify what it was and hopefully not cause any alarms. The foot steps sounded close and were steadily getting closer, obviously the animal wasn’t spooked by my presence or maybe it didn’t hear me. As I stood there listening, they kept coming closer, so I pulled out a headlamp from my hip pouch and shinned it in the direction of the sounds. In doing so these two orange-yellow eyes reflected back at me, then two more, and then another two… they kept coming… I figured that my headlamp would send them away but the kept closing in on me, one behind the other. My headlamp wasn’t super bright and didn’t help reveal what animals they were, I could only see their 6 glowing eyes coming towards me. I thought they might be raccoons so I made some noise rustling my feet, and said “go on, get” but they still kept approaching me. that is when I started to walk away, a little more hurriedly though.
I put some distance between us and when I got up in my ladder stand I could still hear them following me. As the sky started to turn a faint blue the three critters showed up beneath my ladder. They proceeded to walk circles around the base of the ladder, one by one taking turns peeing on it and then wandering off. After about 10 minutes I saw the silhouette of a big buck moving quickly along the ridge. It was almost running, back and forth east to west and back again and eventually he came in under my ladder and stood directly below me. He sniffed the ladder where the foxes peed and walked into the brush. It wasn’t legal shooting light so I couldn’t take a shot, not to mention he was never in a position for a good shot. Once he left I thought, what a gift, these foxes followed me in and covered my sent along my whole path, then completely covered my scent on the ladder.
Fast forward two weeks, I’m back up in my stand along the fence with the hole in it when a squirrel comes down a tree along the fence and stops about 10 feet from the ground and begins to give off a chattering alarm call. A few moments later a fox appears from behind me walking along the fence from the east. The fox walks up to the base of the tree that the squirrel is in and like a cat scratching on a post, it elongates its body with its front paws up the side of the tree and looks up at the squirrel. I think to myself, “that’s so odd.” meanwhile the squirrel stopped alarming and slowly started to come down the tree toward the fox. As I observed thoughts filled my head; “what the hell are you doing squirrel?”, “oh, you’re teasing him, too funny.” The fox maintained its position, outstretched looking up the tree and the squirrel kept descending, slowly inching its way down, and to my surprise it worked its way down to mere inches from the fox. My mouth opened in dismay, what is going on here, that squirrel is crazy. Then it happened. The squirrel came all the way down, face to face with the fox and they touched noses for a second and then the fox came down to all fours and walked off in the direction that it was headed and the squirrel went back up the tree.
I have no idea what I just witnessed but what I do know is that the squirrel and fox have a relationship and that I would have never saw this interaction if it wasn’t for my childhood, running into Shawn, studying under Tom Brown Jr, and going out and spending time in the ultimate sit spot.
-blog post submitted by Bill Kaczor, Executive Director of AK






























